Faded

Crashed on the floor when I moved in

This little bungalow with some strange new friends

Stay up too late, and I'm too thin

We promise each other it's 'til the end

Now we're spinning empty bottles

It's the five of us

With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust

I can't resist the day

No, I can't resist the day

Jenny screams out and it's no pose

'Cause when she dances she goes and goes

Beer through the nose on an inside joke

And I'm so excited, I haven't spoken

And she's so pretty, and she's so sure

Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her

Summer's all in bloom

Summer is ending soon

It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone

But I hold on to your secrets in white houses

Maybe I'm a little bit over my head

I come undone at the things he said

And he's so funny in his bright red shirt

We were all in love and we all got hurt

I sneak into his car's cracked leather seat

The smell of gasoline in the summer heat

Boy, we're going way too fast

It's all too sweet to last

It's alright

And I put myself in his hands

But I hold on to your secrets in white houses

Love, or something ignites in my veins

And I pray it never fades in white houses

My first time, hard to explain

Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain

On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think

He's my first mistake

Maybe you were all faster than me

We gave each other up so easily

These silly little wounds will never mend

I feel so far from where I've been

So I go, and I will not be back here again

I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses

I lied, wrote my injuries all in the dust

In my heart is the five of us

In white houses

And you, maybe you'll remember me

What I gave is yours to keep

In white houses

In white houses

In white houses

White Houses - Vanessa Carlton

I never thought I will say this once again, "I feel so far from where I've been, so I go and I will not be back here again. I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses"

Have you ever thought that maybe you can fit in one place and you can say "Wow that was an unforgettable memories"? But, suddenly something destroys your imagination. All you want to do now is disappear?

Some people say, don't make some mistake or you will regret.

But we will never know it was a mistake until we do that mistake right? So I think that's a mistake if you don't do that mistake.  There is a quote says,

Never regret anything you have done with a sincere affection; nothing is lost that is born of the heart 

- Basil Rathbone

So now, I made some mistakes. Everyone made some mistakes. No body is perfect. Everyone has felt disappointed and let down. So, do I. But the question is, can we overcome it? Or we let our anger, disappointed dominates us? 

Speak when you are angry - and you'll make the best speech you'll ever regret 

- Laurence J. Peter

Now, my regret is I really wish I would never do or say something like that to you. However, I already did it. Yeah for now on, I'll go and I will not be back here again. I'm gone as the day is fading..

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