It's been a while... by ChatGPT

It's been a while since I opened this blog. I need to clean up this blog. Can you see the dust is already this thick? lol...

I don't want to talk about thoughts. Or should I? Hmmm...

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2021

I used to post this in April 2021. Then, I update again tonight at 00:15. At this moment, I have just finished my works. Today is Sunday. The task is not urgent for me, but I want to complete it as soon as possible. I am glad that finally this task is finished.

My Spoiled Handsome Furry Boss

Hi, where have you been? It has been a long time since we have talked. So, how are you doing?

It is a little story about my kitten, named Kaka.

Hi! I am Kaka. Nice to meet you

Day - Afterthought #4

Hey, it's almost the end of October 2020. What have you done so far this year? I know there is a pandemic happened and yet, we don't know when it will end. I live in Indonesia, where the case is increasing day by day. You could check that on your own.

However, I won't talk about what happened in my country, whether about the pandemics or the viral Omnibus Law. I only want to share the thoughts that I have lately. I know it's called Day - Afterthought, but I post it in the evening. Hehehe, I was working this afternoon, that's the reason why I post this in the evening. 

I scrolled the timeline today and saw something.

"Timing is everything"

My Spotify in 2019

First thing first, happy vacation... Yes for you... for any of you that read my post when you are on holiday or vacation.

So let's begin with my Spotify story...

I already used Spotify for a long time ago. I like those because I don't need to download or save any music on my phone. It really saved me a lot, because my phone doesn't have much storage. I forget when the first time I downloaded and used Spotify. 

PS: I always use English as my language for both desktop and mobile apps for my Spotify. But, for the website, somehow I couldn't change the language from Bahasa into English. Therefore, I will translate them partially for you. 

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The Fourth Job

Hello again,

Actually, I used to write my job after I resign. But, perhaps, I want to resign so I write about it?

Well, at this moment, I'm not quite sure about that... That's okay, here is my fourth job at a private company.

updated on:

17th June 2020

19th August 2020

Diary Diet #2

IT'S HARDER THAN I THOUGHT

Top 10 Music Recent Songs Yuri, 29th May 2019

Hey All...
For you.. yes you are... who else??? Should you ask again when the reality is you??

Happy Fasting!!!!!!

Okay, now I want to post something that really it's not important. Could you guess???
Yep, that's right...

drumroll... drumroll... drumroll... drumroll... drumroll...

Top 10 Music Recent Songs Yuri 2nd Edition

on 29th May 2019
on 29th June 2019
(Upsss... 1-month delay... Sorry not Sorry) 

Diary Diet #1

Hei all,

I want to write some post, about my weekly activities. (I write it on Monday, 17th June 2019 and I really hope that I would post and write the second part weekly). So, forgive me if the truth it takes longer than I think today.

Ps: well, I didn't do it for several days ago? Why? Simple answer. The diet was kind of failed. Since I was so stressed several ago. So, every day was kind of cheating days to me. Forgive me. I will try harder to post about diary diet (even if no one cares about my diet or my diary or both.. :p)

It is not an ordinary activity... It's all about the DIET that lately I always think about...
Okay... Currently, I write the introduction while I'm at the office at lunchtime. Then, I'll write the rest tomorrow morning or perhaps (if I'm not lazy enough) this night.

Happy Eid Fitri ~ Make Peace With Yourself

I know the Ramadhan is already over, Ied Fitri was a few days ago. But let me say it know...

How loudly is your music?

Hey, Have you ever listened to music in your daily routine? At the office or everywhere? Whenever you work or commute or in your leisure time?

What do you think whenever you listen to music? Do you feel ease? Do you feel comfortable? Relax? or is it just complementary for your works?

Do you usually listen to them using earphones? Headset? or loudspeaker?

What kind of music do you usually listen to?

How high is your volume?

Do you always listen in high volume (high-mode)? low mode? or depends on the situation?

Third Job

"Morning will come, it has no choice"

-Marty Rubin-

Hey...
It's my third job. Soon after I resign from the Ministry of Public Works and Housing, I got offered in Sucofindo (from now on, I called SCI).
I started since January 2016 and I resigned at the end of June 2018. The longest job that I've ever had up until now (Well, since I don't know what will happen in the future).

Why I Uninstall Instagram

Maybe.. just maybe or perhaps that some of you might notice that I had already vacuumed from Instagram since August 2018. On 11th of August 2018 for precisely.

Now, I have installed Instagram and give a trial for my mind. Should I uninstall forever and delete my account or just temporary?

Night - Afterthough #4

Hey there.. Yep, recently I've been updated my blog a lot.

I am who I am
Not what you think I am
Not who you want me to be
I am me
- Brigitte nicole

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Level of Boredom

Hi..
Today's weather is not really good tbh. It was raining since morning and continuing with cloudy. It is still cloudy but at least not as cloudy as before.
Here is my thought today.

Have you ever feel sick about your routine? That you really wish that you have something else outside your routine? Yes, I feel that today. I feel that I have the same routine every working days. The some old routine again and again days by days.

5 Centimeter Per Second

Hey, it's been a month 11 days since I've written the last post, which actually it is not really a post. There are so many things that I have to do, so many things that cross my mind. But, unfortunately, I could not express them in my blog. Please forgive me for my lack of motivation.
Now, I'm trying to re-write and finished what I have left before.
Please enjoy my movie's review.

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Yep, as you have seen from the title, I would like to give some review about the movie called

5 Centimetres per Second.

Before I tell you about the review, you might want to listen to the music... Check it out.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jcRlGlu199o&t=14s

Well, the music is One More Time One More Chance, which is the soundtrack for this movie.

Night - Afterthought #1

Here I am. It is been so long since my latest post. I am glad that I could spare my time to think and write. Tbh I really want to post something on my blog, about my trips, my life, my unimportant thing, my thoughts, my works, many things. So yeah... I am really glad about this time.

I feel that lately, I am not grateful enough or less grateful for what I have had, done, and got.
So that is why I want to be more grateful, I should be grateful, I need to be grateful.

Here are some quotes that I found on google. I think you should know..

When a new day begins, dare to smile gratefully.

When there is darkness, dare to be the first to shine a light.

When there is an injustice, dare to be the first to condemn it.

When something seems difficult, dare to do it anyway.

When life seems to beat you down, dare to fight back.

When there seems to be no hope, dare to find some.

When you’re feeling tired, dare to keep going.

When times are tough, dare to be tougher.

When love hurts you, dare to love again.

When someone is hurting, dare to help them heal.

When another is lost, dare to help them find the way.

When a friend falls, dare to be the first to extend a hand.

When you cross paths with another, dare to make them smile.

When you feel great, dare to help someone else feel great too.

When the day has ended, dare to feel as you’ve done your best.

Dare to be the best you can –

At all times, Dare to be!” 

- Steve Maraboli, Life, the Truth, and Being Free

We can choose to be grateful no matter what

- Dieter F. Vchtdorf

So, thank you...

Ps: There is no relation between the first picture and my post. I just like the picture so much that I want to put in my post.

Day - Afterthought #1

It's been a while since I write in this blog. Actually, it's been more than 1 year. Oh, My God.
Please forgive me for abandoning my own blog.

Well, today, I have some afterthought. Yes, as usual, my own afterthought. It is literally pure from my mind. No one forces me to write about this afterthought.

There is only one way to avoid criticism: do nothing, say nothing, and be nothing (Aristotle).

In my opinion, we live in this world with 7.6 billion people (source: http://www.worldometers.info). What do you expect? Do you think that you live in your own world with the people that you expect to behave?

Wake up, girl/boy..!!

You do not live in your dreams. You do not live in your own world. You might create your own world.
But, people, as a human being, we need each other. We need people to survive.
Once, someone said to me that she/he does not like me.

So what should I do? 

First, I would like to listen to them what they do not like about me. Because I do admit that sometimes I might hurt other people. I would not know if there is no one said to me. Honestly, I would say many thanks to that person. Why? Because it means that she/he still cares about me and want me to become a better person. I have ever told someone that I am not a shaman. I would not know what other people's mind if they do not tell me. I really open-minded to criticism especially in a good way. So please, just tell me.

Well, in my opinion, you are selfish if you just want people to understand you. Why not mutual understanding? Respect each other? If you respect me, of course, I will have some respect for you, too.

One thing, I also dislike is to blame the condition or situation. As you get older, you should be more mature. You might have some experience that other people need not face. But, does it mean that you could do anything and ask people to understand you while you do not respect them? Do you think that people dislike you because of the condition because they are just full of hatred?

In this part, I really suggest you do self-analyze. Is it you or is it something else?
Some people have their own reason to act something. Are you the reason that they do bad things to you? or are they just bunch of crazy people that hate others?

The next part is changing your self into a better person. Not all the criticism is to let you down. Sometimes is to make you become a better person.

Hmmm.. if you do not take the criticism, I think you are just a selfish being.
You want people to understand you while you do not understand other? You want people to accept your bad behaviour while you never try to change?

Wake up girl/boy..

This is real life. If you do not want criticism just do not be one.

*ps: no personal judgement to specific person.

Morning

Good Morning All!!

May today will be better than before!!

Don't forget to smile, then..

Ps: It is the first time that I use my photograph. Don't mind my face though.. :D

Gossip Girls ~ Marginal Group

No... No.. No.. I'm sorry.. It was not about the TV Series called Gossip Girl that was started by "XOXO Gossip Girl". It was about me and my friends caught up somethings that we missed each other.

It was happen last Sunday, June 30th 2016 (so for someone that had ever said what I was doing every Sunday was meeting him you were totally wrong *****)

Here we are..

From Left to Right: Meili, Mayanti, Ajeng, Me

 It was been a while since we met last year or two year? Well I didn't remember exactly when we last met each other. As you know it was difficult for us to arrange the meeting because we've been separated and sort of busy our selves.

But finally we met!!!! Yeaaaay!

Finally, we could have breakfasting together before we'd been busy again. It was really a long time. I miss you guys. We've been friends since Senior High School (we were classmates and we were the marginal group XD). So here we were the marginal group had a meeting in Bekasi, our planet.

Of course as same as other girls we chatted up, well we were gossip as well.. XD
The funny thing was that we gossip after adzan because we didn't want to ruin our fasting. Silly right. Yeah at least, we gossiped after breakfasting.

I was and am really happy to see you guys. Actually I'm so speechless right now that I couldn't even write how happy I am.
Well, let me just write about the activities we had.

From Left to Right: Ajeng, Mayanti, Meili, Me

The fact was I was the one who caught up the things with them. Because I've been so far from them. Two of them were in the same college (different major) and one of them in other college. So here we were from Senior High School 1 Bekasi to UNPAD, UGM, and UI. But those didn't blocked us to gossiping others. XD
At first, we promised to meet at the avenue at Fish and Co around 4:30 PM. But, unfortunately there was no space for four of us so we had to find another place. And we stranded at Fiesta Steak. The queue for ordering the food was so long but fortunately we got seated and got our order.
Soon after the breakfasting, we were gossiping about our friends, our lives, our loves, and so on. Sorry for bothering the other customer because sometimes we got so excited.

Then after we had a fully stomach, we didn't forget to pray. Just the same with the restaurants the Prayer Room also crowded. Because of I wasn't praying due of girl's period, I was waiting for them outside the Prayer Room. Meanwhile I was waiting, I met other senior high school mates who actually I didn't remember their names (I'm so sorry for forgetting their names).

After a while, We were thirsty and decided to have some drinks. Lucky for us, the places didn't get to full like before (maybe due to praying time). Because of the cafe had only a few seated table, we could choose wherever we wanted to be seated. In addition, we changed the seat three times. Then, we chatted until 8:30 PM because we had some other arrangements.

Well, that was my story.
Of course we do take a wefie... here they are..

From Left to Right: Meili, Mayanti, Ajeng, Me

From Left to Right: Meili, Mayanti, Ajeng, Me

From Right to Left: Ajeng, Me, Mayanti, Meili

I miss you guys.. See you next meeting